see saw

- I wanted to go to an Emery show on friday night. But I was exhausted and just didn't have it in me to go. This week has been taxing... almost too taxing. And its not even the second week in april (tax joke).

- Whats crazy is that that which is draging me (and my wife) down doesnt have anything to do with camp.

- Pray for us. Some hurts are best not out in the open. Personally this is awkward for me. I like to be as transparent as possible (or atleast i like to convince myself of this). But when hurts affect others, they must go mum.

- God is good. Cliche` I know. But often God is cliche` I think this has something to do with his eternality. He often repeats himself. This is both annoying and comforting. Oh well. What do I know? I am just a created being that likes to think too much. Everytime I am elevated by my thoughts my humanity brings me back.

- 2.5 weeks left of camp. pray for the ministry out there. Staff = amazing + exhausted

- I guess answers and comforting words are never enough. This makes sense though. Christ is supposed to sustain us. Not our own thoughts or rationale. Trying to rationalize bad things just leaves you alone. "Be still and know that I am your God." Literally be still. Maybe we need to stop complaining about the world moving fast, and just sit and soak in all that is God.

- Man i wish I had some Tozer tonight. But i guess ill just have to start reading the new Harry Potter book my wife bought me tonight


ben

- We were in a car accident tonight.

- Pray for Rebecca, her mom, her brother, the other girl, and myself that we are ok.

- We of course are ok. But it didn't look like that at first.

- The car is totaled. And rolled onto the roof. But i saved bethanys "Wicked" cd.

- God is sovereign and just. Most of all, God is good.

- Pray.