Im tired.

Right now I am really tired. I have been up for awhile. When I get tired I a lot of my inhibitions leave. My filter is lifted.

Sometimes this takes positive forms. An example being during night drives. I can really open my heart share deep stuff. At least what I think is deep.

This often takes negative forms as well. Like this morning at the mission. My usual friendliness has been replaced with sarcasm. And for people who are at a certain place in their life, sarcasm is not very helpful. I apologize to those that I have not been very helpful to.

Hopefully I can catch up on rest for the next few days. A big couple days. The first date with my wife since we brought home Harpsichord.

Have a good day friends!


Ben